Those poem?!?!?!

some is mine, some i took from the net!!

but that is wat i feel now

Something must be wrong with me

Something must be wrong with me

with all this pain inside

always bursting with guilt and anger

and never any pride

Something must be wrong with me

if all I do is cry

I can't stop this pain

all I want to do is die

Something must be wrong with me

if my emotions run wild

all this confusion does

is make me feel like a lost child

Something must be wrong with me

with all these terrible things

always here and never gone

depression is what it brings

Something must be wrong with me

if I can't stop these thought's

all this pain doesis turn my stomach in knots

Something must be wrong with me

when I think there's only one way out

let this pain end

is all my heart will shout.

Hoping it will be better

Tears bottled up

i'm going to explode.

Trying not to let them fall,

or let emotion show.

Full of anger and sadness,

it's tearing me apart.

i tries not to show it,

but it's killing my heart.

i'm hurt inside..

there's no one to talk to.

They say "oh i'm just over imagining",

but they don't know what i'm going through.

i go to bed crying

and wakes up to a whole new day,

hoping it will be better,

but finds out it's all still the same.

No one really cares about me

I am not a perfect person,

And I don't try to be.

I am just another imprisoned soul,

That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,

I don't want to shed anymore tears.

I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,

This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,

Or to tell you how I feel.

I just want to know the difference,

Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,

That is waiting to be found.

I'm just another liability,

That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,

And I'm about to hit the ground.

But I don't expect anyone to catch me,

Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,

They just ignore me everyday.

No one really cares enough,

To even ask me if I'm okay.

I hate

I hate the strange feeling

&

I hate the sleepless night

A letter from my cousin to me!!!

its time to live a life alone,

talk to whoever talks to you!

if not just shut up & do your own work!

friends are only to make use of you!

after your 'o's dun care about your friends!

go work, get your favourite ipod classic.

when they need u, they talk to u.

when they dun need you, they dun care about you!

NOT ASKING YOU TO BE EMO & SLASH YOUR HAND ALL!

Dunno why this happens to you Durugaa!!

Do take care! im there for u always! im not like others!

I REALLY MEAN IT!!

love ya with my whole heart

dun worrry galgal, i wont slash my hand all!! only cowards do that!! i can face my problems myself!!! anyway thanks da!! love ya too...

AND ZAC, THNAKS FOR THE SOUP!! MY DAD WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY THE SOUP, U MADE FOR HIM!!! AND THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME HOME AND PRIME!! LOVE YA FRIEND!!

my question to u

do i exist in ur world?

Thank You For

Thank You For...
The days that you were never there.

The days that you forgot about me.

The days that I felt unimportant under your gaze.

The silence that caused me to cry.

The times that I felt oh, so, alone.

The friend that you left me for.

The fights when all your friends brought you down.

The times when I cheered you up.

The years when you called me your "Best Friend".

True Feeling In Me Now

I sit upon my window sill,
while everything is calm and still.
Watching as the clouds go by,
passing each other in the dark sky.
Wishing on a star so bright,
that you will again be in my sight.
So we would laugh together once again,
and live together 'till the end.

But at last this dream will never be true,
because I am far away from you.

dunnoo wats happening

OMG!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?? WAT I DO???

FUCK LA LIFE SO STRESS!!!

NEVERMIND I USED TO BE A LONER!!

IT IS NOT NEW TO ME!!!

hmm nowdays...

i have no time to blog as school ends very late.. then got alot of homework. then parents say cant use computer. life so stress.. then some people dunno why suddenly show attitude!! i also never do anything.. aiya its time to fuck care all this nonsense.. hmm just finish my coursework.. laxy type liao.. byebye.

P.S. GO SEE PICTURE AT MY FACEBOOK!!!

memories..

I WOULD LIKE TO UPLOAD SOME MEMORABLE VIDEOS..

MYSELF AND RODNEY PLAYING SWING!!

MY DEAREST SHIRLEY!!!!

MY DEAREST LAILATY(FEMALE MONKEY)

CAT WALK BY XIU LI

SOME CRAPS BY LATY AND KAVI DURING PHYSIC CLASS

fuckface ruin my day

hmmmm... very stress today.. just felt like asking off the fuckface...

my dear gal, why dont u understand what im trying to tell u??

i told was wat i felt.. but its seems to be the truth...

i dun like to see u like a dog..

please wake up...

funniest part is the game i, rodney, fabian, lala, reagan, sian[fabian gf] and xiu li played..

i will post the video of xiu li's cat walk soon...

i laugh like mad till got headache....

i lovelove honeydew sago!!!!

myself

i LOVELOVE being myself..=]
P.S: dun care if u hate me!!

life sucks

nwdays life very stress...alot of things which are not suppose to happen, are happening. feel like just jumping down from the high floor building but it is a coward thing. come on i m not coward. HEHE.. i always say god is great. HOPE HE HELPS. Friends are being unfair. just going to keep a distance with thse fuckers, and stick ard with my HAPPY FAMILY; Appa, LOVEberries, closestEMO, head & tail and my little sunshine..Hmmm..Mdm cheng suck big time.. SHE IS EATING INTO OTHER TEACHER'S TIME..go rather fuck her hubby and give birth to another child. 'OH NO' she is OLD. maybe her hubby dun want her..Had fun prank calling botak.. the FUCKFACE will kenna fuck soon.. thats my curse to her.. LOL...poor my little sunshine, must learn how to see things with a broad mind.. thought fabian was listening to music & i test him by saying that he is a idiotic fish..HAHA..Had fun... tamil class go through oral topics and i was linking all topic to darshan.. HAHA,, Had an embarassing moment, laugh very funny.... recess time when homeroom., was talking to yusof nonsense,, and amanda say 'HI DUGA'.. Expression; as usual bored.. omg my temperature was 37.5.. HEHE..LOL.. felt dam sleepy.. later went bubble tea as a class... saw some unwanted ppl.. act big only.. never underestimate me la fuckk...bought long john silver's and enjoyed my meal at home.. HEHE... ok gtg.. ciaoss.. BYEBYE.. anyway.....

happy birthday beena..