Hoping it will be better

Tears bottled up

i'm going to explode.

Trying not to let them fall,

or let emotion show.

Full of anger and sadness,

it's tearing me apart.

i tries not to show it,

but it's killing my heart.

i'm hurt inside..

there's no one to talk to.

They say "oh i'm just over imagining",

but they don't know what i'm going through.

i go to bed crying

and wakes up to a whole new day,

hoping it will be better,

but finds out it's all still the same.