Nervous

hmm.. Zachary im happy abt that thing u told me on friday!! i can help but at the same time she is my friend too. so i cant like force her!!! but i swear i can help!!!! AND FITRI I SAID A GUY LIKE U AND NOT U!! haha. hmmmm..... cant wait to watch teacher's day celebration performances... hmmm....

FUCK

fuck the dam bee!! irritate me when im doing the oral!!! fuck la!!! bloddy hell!!! next time i will kill u but stepping any bee!!! i make sure i will kill the whole family of bees!!!

Kinda Relax Now

kinda relax now.. finally coursework A is done!!! hmmm... today botak was dam cute.. haha.. whacking me for no reason.. but i was happpy that he was learning maths... all the best to all the 5 hope people for their oral and practical examination.

BEST WISH TO ZACHARY AND FITRI FOR WAT THEY ARE UP TO...((:

5HOPE ALL DE WAY!!!

Yay

finally done with coursework A.. left printing only.. planning to go school late tmr... hmmm.. first time in my sec sch life i did my ss homework... haha. lol... kinda tired.. gonna go play online game.. see ya .. byebye..

Friday 21 August!

hey... wats wrong with ya?? if u got a problem share with me!!! im willing to help!!! wat are friends for?? unless u dun treat me as ur friend la!!! nvm its up to ya... if u have a problem, approach me!!! hmmm.. now in f&n class. doing coursework... need to type alot but i lazy typee... then joel thought i and rodney doing coursework while i am blogging and rodney playing TEXAS HOLDEM POKER on Facebook.. haha... lol.... lucky i didnt follow laty and rodney to BARTLEY as it rain.. haha... rodney say i predict the weather thats why i didnt follow. but i didnt want laty to spend money for my trip to bartley... haha.. aiya... time to get back to coursework.. will continue at home.. byebye for now!!!! now in sch and daniel is beside me!!!

Bartley???

hmmm.. today was a very fun day!!! during poa, i LATY and RODNEY were talking about wats gonna happen tmr!! lol it was so funny as our imagination went stupid!!! haha!!! then after school we(myself, LATY, RODNEY & SHIRLEY) went to BARTLEY!!!!! haha!!! then we look at the location map but the funniest thing is we walk the WRONG WAY!!! lol... we walk abt 8km in one hour!! hmm tired!! while walking, there was a police campside where they were making funny comment and sounds!!! i and laty were laughing like MAD WOMEN!!! on the way, we asked a guy how do we go to bartley sec, he said go straight and turn left!!! haha... then we asks another guy where is his school gate 3?? he say that there is no such gate number!!! KENNA JACK!!! then finally we decided to go back bishan and laty say she wanna walk by the canal!! then she ask a indian gal whether we can walk by the canal to mrt station, she say 'IF IT RAIN, YOU DIE!!!' haha but the weather was dam hot and i was wondering if it will rain.. that was the joke of the day!!! then after SRP we were about to go home, and it starts to rain,, i msg Rodney that we gonna die!!!

OH COME ON , IF IT RAIN, I WILL DIE MEANS, IF IT IS SUNNY, I WILL BE ALIVE.. HAHA!!

SERIOUSLY A FUN DAY!!! (THAT GIRL RAWKS MY SMELLY SOCKS)hehe

omg injection

yesterday went tan tock seng hospital for my headache!!!
omg,, i had injection.. after the injection, i feel butterflies flying ard my head!!!

they put me in observation for 1 hr 30 minutes.. finally out!!!

going back to school on the 13 August!!! miss ya peeps!

EAR & NOSE INFECTION

omg... i didnt know that i had headache for the past two weeks because of ear & nose infection!!!!
if i dun get cured after finishing the medicine the doctor give me, i have to go to the HELL (TTSH)!!!!

Im going thru it

Zac, i told my problem.. but i didnt want u to help me in this problem...

but anw thanks!!! but u have put urself in my shoes and feel wat i m going thru now!!! this is not the first time anyway... im going thru this for more than 2 years!!!!! if i never treat her as my good friend, i wont have told her how i felt!!! so please just drop this matter!!!

Thanks for the advice ZACHARY!!

ZacsKy; says:
so you need to be strong
find the hidden strength within
u need to put on a brave font, even though life seems like a hundred torches burning you
because even if u tell me all these
no use, because deep in your heart
the person whom u really want to share your misery now, is her!

wah sort!!!

nowdays i get headache very fast!!!

i dunno what to do!!!!

gonna consult a doctor after mock exams!!!

THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE!!!

THE STRANGE FEELING

ZacsKy; says:
are you feeling sort of alone, like hidden within the shadows. Miserable and trying to get yourself out this suffering you don't want to endure anymore?

Duga ◕‿◕ says:
hmm.... ya!!

Im numb inside

im totally confused. she wish me all the best, i told her i dun need them as im going to fail. she said ok then, ily. but i said i dun think so, she say that she do and im avoiding her in someways. i told her that she got her best friend and im in the journey of finding my best friend. she say i hurt her. i mean she say she is my best friend but she dun behave like that. she have her own time with her best friends always. she bother asking me why, when i dun talk to her!! when i ask her, she say i seemed not bother. thats my normal face.. IT SEEMS LIKE I DUN EXIST HIS WORLD!!! then she say sorry!!! i said im numb inside!!!